There is nothing like your Grandpa dying to draw you to some new perspectives....to draw you to a new place...to draw you back to where you have come from. This week has been tough. I have shed more tears, been more vulnerable, then I have allowed myself to be in years. The truth is my heart is shouting this week--I AM NOT ALLRIGHT! However, we get through life. No matter how hard it is, no matter how hard we mourn, no matter how many tears are shed, the week continues on.
This week I lost my Grandpa and I let go of a love that I was not entitled to. It was tough. When things leave--when you have to let go all at the same time--IT HURTS. I am hurting today, but in the midst of it all, God's love is so huge. It envelops my heart in the midst of mourning and letting go. God reminds me its okay to not be allright....its okay to mourn and its okay to be broken.
Thank you God for your love at this very moment.
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